Yohs! Nothing much for today...
today woke up so late...
12 noon then woke up....
felt bad and uneasy for not replying to Cecilia
and also for not going to CHC....
Just feel like going...
but simply parents don't allow...
Haiz..... surely miss lots of fun de...
coz today is the church celebrity weekend mahs...
somemore got hotdog carnival.....
but never mind lors....
coz can't go....
Sort of like terrible sad lor...
Sandy can't go for the chalet...
Same to JiaQian too....
Then decided to call Darien along
but he also can't make it.....
I think that Joey Leong also couldn't...
Don't know why i like 心理准备 liaos....
that Joey Leong would not go after that day she say
that if neither JiaQian nor Sandy goes, she wouldn't...
then is like i'm damn hurt in me......
It is just like I find Joey.L is my only friend in the class...
and now my hopes are all shattered.....
it has been broken to thousands of fragments....
Then all the fun will going to be shattered...
Surely gonna miss all the fun...
And now Andrea is the one confirm going lors....
Haiz.... I wondered will that happen....
Now is like i'm emo-ing lor....
I'm hurt in me...
coz gotta have a lot of 心事 in me...
dare not tell out....
even though i tell out liaos...
still nothing could cure me....
tried laughing at little jokes but still couldn't...
i was like back to normal which i was that quiet and emo...
now i have nothing to do but to feel hurt....
T.T
bbyyee. ;D
