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Saturday, May 30, 2009

Heys!

Today my father go get the report book from teacher....

Didn't go lor....T.T

Sad...T.T

But never mind....

Today didn't go tuition lor....

Coz my bro sick....

Sianz la.....

Then later my father come back liaos....

Tell me what Ms Luan say lor....

Say that i must build up my self-confidence....

say that if got question then ask teacher...

don't sit there quiet quiet....

like emo-ing lor...

okok fine....

grades were okok lor...

Percentage for overall is 69.1%!

then the total is 600 plus out of 900!!

okays....maybe can and cannot be prefect lor...

but others think that i can be prefect coz my results very good lor!

First in class!! Second in combine class!!

ok..maybe must have confidence in myself! >.<

Don't know why i like so proud lor...

sort of la...

Is it bcoz of i score quite well?

Donno lehs!

Haiz...never mind ba!

>.<

Anyway, 4 of them not coming to bbq chalet liaos!

I already knew it liao lor!

But never mind...

So happy!

Coz no need to spilt myself!

Now waiting for the reply of the two of them!

Hohos....

Wish they go! Then my father say the entrance pay for them!

lolz....so kind hor?

Yeah lor! jealous! Hahas...jkjk! ;D

But anyway, wish me good luck for the selection of prefect!

Hope that I could pass and being a prefect!

Hope Darien could pass too!

Not only that,hope Joey Leong and him could pass too!

btw, wish me good luck and could pass the selection!

Stay happy forever and good luck!;D

Wish me good luck!

Hope I can pass the selection of prefects!;D

I can do it! Must have confidence!

Stay happy forever! ;D

.LOVE U FOREVER.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Heys!
Today last day of school!
Had breakfast with form teacher and form tutuor.
went to macdonald to buy my breakfast.
Saw Caryn and Andrea.
Then later saw my Science teacher! Damn shocked!
Lucky my teacher didn't saw my mother!
Then later, saw Joshua.
okok...walk out of mac...
saw Huiyi,Jaselyn and Sandy and another girl....
Huiyi ask me got Fion number...
i told her and then i walk to school....
then when i reached the foyer, sat down and then soon everybody[the girls] came...
play game....then is like lose got to slap the hand...
play with Fion... hand damn red lor!
ok then normal flag raising....
Then went back class and eat breakfast with teacher!
Then teacher say about the our rank in the class and the combine of Sec 1NA[1N2 and 1N1!]
I can't believe it when teacher say i'm the only girl first in class!
And teacher say that when combine with Sec 1NA, i'm the second highest!
Wa! Nearly heart attack lehs!! Then when teacher say the combine one, the whole class "wa" [think so] and clapped! Some of them turned and looked at me!!
Saw Andrea do a thumbs up to me lor!
okok...then teacher tell us[ the girls] to go out while the boys go arrange the tables!
Wa! Now i know the boys so gentleman lor! Hahas....jkjk! ;D
Then, Ms luan ask me if can change the time fo tomorrow...
I say can lor.......but teacher say that tomorrow only parents go!
okok...then 12 of us[think so] including me, being nominated for prefect!
Shocked! :O
Okays then after school liaos.....bell rang...went off!
go foyer.....Darien need to go take photo!
Hohos! he need wear tie! He keep on adjusting his tie lor!
As if he wanted to look smart and cool on the photo!
Hahas! Find him handsome lor! ;D
ok then went to foyer to see DM for the interview details!
okokk, 1N2 interview is next tuesday after 1p.m[think so!]
saw Joshua lor! Then i ignore him!
okok after then went home! Sms my father....
inform him on the time change and a few pieces of good news...
suppose tomorrow teacher tell him, but go tell out liaos!
Haiz.........!
okok,i gtg!
Anyway, hope that i could passed the interview!!
Just relax! Wish me good luck for next tuesday!
Hope i could passed and being selected lor!
Hope Darien could too!
And him!
Hahas....;D
bbyyee!
Stay happy during the holidays!
Wish me good luck and all the best!
Hope I could passed and being selected!! ;D

.LOVE U FOREVER.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Yohs!
Muscle aches lor! Coz yesterday at chinese dance do stretching!
Stretch until my bones nearly spilt/crack!
Now still a bit pain lor!
But never mind! Coz 3 and 4 of June go back school for CCA...
Then can rest well!
Hahas! ;D
But this time I'm going to be dead lor!
I being selected for performing in and out of the school!
Performing inside school is during racial harmony day lor!
2 more months to go! I don't know what will happen!
But I just can't follow the steps lor!! Never mind!
Just focus then I can do it! Jiayous!
I can do it! Must have confidence! ;D
Believe in yourself! ;D
Okok....nowadays..friendship not really good like in the past...
But I realised something! [Can't tell!]
But my parents [one of my parents] told the philosophy of life..
Hahas.....so just sit and listen lor!
Okok at least manage to let go my feelings![Sort of la!]
But he told me to focus on my studies and don't think about it!
And also tell me some things that they will do...[ secret!]
And also he told me that now I mix with other groups and other friends!
Okays...so now i do that...
leaving my "friends"....
now trying to lead a happy life....;D
treating them as nothing.... but..
if they talk to me, then answer...
if not, try my best no to talk.
Now I finally realised something....
okok but try to stay let it go and stay happy forever! ;D
PS: Looking forward to 20 June 09! Hahas..let us rock the whole chalet! Abigail and Josh! Looking forward to see you on that day! ;D
Stay happy forever! ;D

.LOVE U FOREVER.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Yohs!
Thursday just know my results!
Didn't expect that I can get so high marks lor!
Damn SHOCKED!
First time in Sec school lor!

Ehs then most of the percentage is 70% lor!
Most is A2s lehs!
Some of the marks is either Darien beat me, or I beat him by a few marks or it will be the same lor!
Surprised hor?
Of course la!
Such coincidence lor!
Hahas....
Then some marks i got highest or second or third highest lor!
Then is like the whole class, maybe 3/4 of them think that I done so well lor!
Even Mdm Alimah also say that I've done QUITE WELL in front of the whole class lor!
Even the papers[exams scripts] also say that V.good or good lor!
Surprised lor! :D
But anyway, not really happy la...
Coz the paper is easy but a few questions difficult...
Don't know why that some of them think that the paper is difficult but I don't really think so!
Even I think it is difficult, afraid that I would fail, I still don't know how I can get so high lor!
Sometimes teacher teach, I still very blur blur de lor...
Can't focus properly....
but don't know why I score so well lor!
Home Econs , teacher say I'm highest in class...
37/40! Then the whole class "Wa!"
The girls would stare at me lor!
Anyway, not only that, i some other subjects also score the highest or second highest lor!
But I'm not going to give up!
I can score better and improved in every subjects!
I'm able to score A1!
Jiayous! I CAN DO IT!
I'M ABLE TO DO IT!
;D

.LOVE U FOREVER.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Heys! Exam over!
Finally at last!
Stressed is over! :D
Hohos!
Today last paper home economics!
the paper slightly hard lor...
but never mind..
i think can pass de!
okays, i think that maybe today I will play and watch TV!
By the way, friendship is bad nowadays!
Maybe something will happened which I don't know!
Actually I know, but just as that I don't want to say it out....
I hope that friendship could go well...
maybe is a misunderstanding or I'm simply too sensitive...
But after I have read the bookmark then I know I'm a sensitive person....
But I tried my best not to display out that character in me!
But one day, I have no choice but to display it....
I wondered why am I a sensitive person!
Maybe is it because during primary school days, when others gossips about me in a corner,
I would think that the person is gossiping about me, and i couldn't accept the fact of they gossips me!
I wondered could it be this reason?
And also, after reading the bookmark, i know that others could not insult or critisize me!
Anyway, I have a lot of 缺点 instead of my 优点.....
After PSLE, I thought that I would let down everything and start a new life whereas I enter a new school...
But now, I didn't expect that to happen!
I wondered sometimes... Does history repeats itself?!?
I could feel the hurt and the pain in me when I recalled the day I cried....
I wondered... Was it me,the one who is sensitve?
Or was it a misunderstanding?
Why can't the person forgive and forget?
I wondered strangely sometimes....
It hurts me to see that history repeats itself....
But i have got to bottle up my feelings in me so that others would think I'm ok...
I pretended to be happy and cheerful...but inside me, I'm sort of like hurt...
Maybe the wound have not recover or heal....
Was I selfish? Stingy? Sensitive?
But after all, I simply hope that nothing would happen....
And all this would be a nightmare...
After I woke up,I hope that my world would turn better....
I wouldn't be hurt that easily and to cry less....
I hope that friendship would get better after this scary nightmare....
I hope that it wouldn't affect my studies ...
I hope that I would gain more happiness and I would be laughing and smiling or day long in me!
I simply hope that my wound and cuts and the needles in me would heal and recover back to normal!
Purple-smiliesx3 :D

.LOVE U FOREVER.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Yohs!
Now finally managed to use com!
Hohos...
Exam now is still on!
okok...
today mother tongue paper 2....
went school,then chit chat...
later christina and fion came...
after that,nothing much....
just talk and Fion say hello and wave to Joshua...
okok...went back class...
the class being rearranged....
malay one side,chinese one side...
then jiu exam starts!
the paper a bit hard and easy lor....
felt like sleeping when i'm doing...
okok..then do finish at between 8.55 am to 9.00am....
okok....check through answers...
then that mdm alimah come our class...
wanna us to stay back for a few minutes...
collected the paper then mdm alimah go say...
she tell us to on our phone this few days lor...
i think must be 24 hrs on lorh!
okok then jia qian ask whether how about battery no power then charging....
something like this la....
okok then later the whole class noisy lor...
that mdm alimah asked us to stay back!
stay for 20 minutes plus!
okok...walked to foyer..
one of the DM saw someone talking...
then tell mdm alimah....then stay back again!
Daarrgghhh!!!~~~
Sianz....waited for a while..
then go tampines mart...
went KFC with Andrea and Caryn...
okok...then ran to mac toliet...
saw Darien,Benjamin and don't know who...
okok...went in mac..
saw joshua again!
surround with girls!
i think he saw me! Then Darien and the other two blocking the way....
"Excuse Darien" i said. At least he didn't run away...
okok come out from toliet... they 3 look at me!
walk past them....and i said " bye Darien!"
i think he put his leg out and nearly got me tripped!
But luckily never la! Then i looked back...
they 3 of them looked at me very the innocently lor!
i say to darien.."Eh ..you right?"
they stared at me blankly....
ok then andrea and caryn and me take bus...
i went home and they go Tampines 1...

okok...now Andrea at my house!
Hope we'll have fun!
Btw, nxt wed, Andrea,Caryn and Fion coming my house!
Sure very the fun!! >.<
Gtg liaos!
bbyyee! :D

.LOVE U FOREVER.

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Yohs! Wondering why whenever i ask my friend to link me,
they will not link... it seems weird!
And also, whenever they changed into a new template, they would simply just not link me or they have forgotten to link me....
I wondered why! No matter how many times, i tagged on their blog, they would not link me but they would link their friends!
I wondered sometimes...
Are they my true friends?
Or are they my weather friends?
Do they treasure the friendship between us?
I wondered.... it is quite dissappointing!
T.T
okok, lets not talk about it....
let me put away that!
Looking forward to tomorrow!
hahas... coz tomorrow must wake up early, then my relatives drive us go....
Nervous..... Afraid that I'm will not be able to sleep at night!
Try to relax but couldn't!
Exams next week!
Jiayous! You can do it! >.<
gtg! bbyyee!
Stay happy! :D

.LOVE U FOREVER.

Friday, May 08, 2009

Yohs! So long nvr post message...
Lots of homework! Exams coming!
Nxt week exams liaos!
First time taking!
okays...
060509 is the day where i stop liking him!
nearly cried when during home econs lessons....
when mrs foo said about some sense of life...
she said that.. when you are angry with someone, you will feel the pain...
okok.... now feeling much more better after stop liking him!
But maybe wanna avoid him!
okays, lets forget about this and turn happy! :D
Looking forward to this sunday! :D
Coz it is my relatives wedding!
It is at Marina Mandarin Hotel lor...
somemore it is at ballroom!!
okays...first time going there!
Haiz...gotta wake up early lor...
coz my brother is responsible for opening the door!
got to be there at early morning...
around 5.30am......>.<
wear a beautiful dress and put on make-up!
okok...thought of using my handphone to take a video when my brother open the door and when
during the bride and bridegroom came out!
shhhhshhh! Don't tell my brother!!
gtg already!
Looking forward to this coming sunday! :D
bbyyee!
Stay happy!

.LOVE U FOREVER.